篮球英文堂 第168期:家人 科比纪录片"缪斯"连载节选3

 As soon as I made the move, I knew it 我刚做突破动作，接着就感觉到了

It feels like the shock absorbers in the back of your foot just gone 感觉那块用来缓冲的肌肉，直接从脚上脱落掉

So it's just nothing there, so when you walk it's like  脚后跟一阵空，然后走路的时候就感觉

It feels like you calf¹ muscles touching² the floor 小腿肌肉直接接触地面

I can feel it rolling up the back of my calf, as if it was just kind of slipping up further and further 都能感觉我的跟腱顺着小腿一点一点卷上来，就像，分离越来越大，一点点缩紧

I remember feeling the silence, I remember feeling the fear, 35 years old, 17 18 years in the league 我记得周围一片寂静，内心恐惧不已，毕竟那是个35岁，征战联盟十七八年的“老头子”了

Now this can be the wrap 这次伤可能就是终点

That's what the silence was, It was like, this could really be a wrap for you  这也是为什么全场如此安静，好像，一切真的就结束了

My family walks in, it's Venessa and my daughters and um... You know I'm already... You know I've been crying and  我的家人走了过来，瓦妮莎带着孩子们，然后……我那会儿已经……好像哭了

Well I had tears in my eyes, I don't think I was crying yet 其实还只是有点眼泪，没完全哭出来

It was more upset, like this could be the end 更多是失落，感觉，完了

In the locker room, on the court, around my teammates, I've always tried to be very strong 在更衣室里，在球场上，跟队友在一起，我得时刻展现出强大的一面

And be invincible, not be Clark Kent but be Superman 让自己看起来无敌一样，就像克拉克·肯特（超人的人类形态）一直保持超人模式

And then, when family comes in, now that is home that's where you can be you 但是，看到妻儿，就是回到家了，让我真正做回自己

and I just let it gone, I couldn't hold on to it any more, you know  我也就放开了，随着感情走，本来就绷不住的苦，也不再憋着了

1 calf   

n.小牛，犊，幼仔，小牛皮

参考例句：

• The cow slinked its calf.那头母牛早产了一头小牛犊。
• The calf blared for its mother.牛犊哞哞地高声叫喊找妈妈。

2 touching   

adj.动人的，使人感伤的

参考例句：

• It was a touching sight.这是一幅动人的景象。
• His letter was touching.他的信很感人。