A: Dear Mary, I come here today, in this way, be-
cause I need to apologize to you. I failed you.
Although I did not lie to you in words, I lied to
you with faces that did not belong to me. I never
meant to ruin the friendship that meant the world
to me. You mean the world to me and now I come
to you asking for forgiveness. If in your heart you
find you can’t, then I will understand and learn
from this experience.
A: You came into my life at a time when I needed you
the most. We talked about so many things that I
started to realize my heart and my soul could ac-
tually feel something other than hurt. You placed
comfort where there was fear, confidence where
there was doubt, a shoulder where tears could fall
and completeness where there was emptiness.
I wanted to hold onto to this so badly that I did
whatever it took for you to notice. What I didn’t
realize was that I could lose my entire being, all of
who I was and all that I had placed in you.
A: I wanted to be the one who would be there when
you needed to talk. I wanted to be the comfort for
your soul when the world was too much to handle.
I wanted to be strong for you when everything else
seemed impossible. I wanted to love you in only
the way you deserved to be loved, never realizing
that I was destroying myself and you. Somehow I
needed you to be a part of my life. The only prob-
lem was that I was willing to jeopardize everything
to get that done.
A: All the things that I told you about how I felt and
how you make me feel were true. Nothing else
mattered to me except hearing the laughter in
your voice when you were happy. You made my
days easy to get through and my nights peace-
ful; you helped me look forward to another day.
Even though distance separated us, just being
was enough.
A: I’m sorry for hurting you and if I had to do all over
again I would have been 100% with you. Forgive
me please, |