Part 4 Loye and Passion
[00:05.04]他和她的故事
[00:10.08]July 7, Mon., clear then cloudy
[00:13.36]7月7日星期一 睛转多云
[00:16.63]Be Yourself
[00:18.41]真我本色
[00:20.20]My mom said she doesn't want me to date until I'm older
[00:23.17]我妈妈对我说要等我长大一点她才让我和男孩子约会,
[00:26.14]because it has caused my sister so much pain and suffering.
[00:28.91]因为恋爱令我姐姐如此痛苦,受尽折磨。
[00:31.68]But the thing is,I'm not like my older sister.
[00:34.54]可是事实是,我并不像姐姐那样。
[00:37.40]I don't wear in modest clothes so boys will like me.
[00:40.23]我不会穿不适宜的衣服来博取男孩们的欢心.
[00:43.06]I don't put on loads of make-up so boys will like me.
[00:45.92]我也不会靠涂脂抹粉来讨好他们。
[00:48.78]I can act crazy and I can be really fun to be around.
[00:51.89]我可以做疯狂的举动,到处玩耍.
[00:55.01]My friends and I are so crazy together!
[00:57.83]我和朋友们在一起的时候可疯狂了!
[01:00.66]I don't want to be in a relationship now,
[01:03.13]我还不想谈恋爱。
[01:05.59]when I'm in seventh grade.
[01:07.37]我现在还只读七年级．
[01:09.16]Maybe in ninth grade or something,
[01:11.33]当我到九年级的时候再说吧．
[01:13.51]but it's not like I'm going to do anything bad with a boy.
[01:16.37]但这并不意味着我会和男孩子做什么坏事。
[01:19.24]I was taught not to do anything like that,
[01:21.81]我一直被教育
[01:24.38]you know,until marriage.
[01:26.42]不要在结婚前干那样的事情．
[01:28.45]I won't do that--EVER!
[01:30.97]我不会那样做的决不会
[01:33.49]I'm comfortable with myself now,
[01:35.81]我对现在的自己感到舒服．
[01:38.14]but I just needed to get this off my chest.
[01:40.46]只要不把这件事放在心上。
[01:42.78]Remember,what's always popular isn't always right,
[01:45.75]记着,一直盛行的东西不一定都是正确的．
[01:48.72]and what's right isn't always popular!
[01:51.01]正确的事情也不一定都流行
[01:53.29]Be yourself,and don't let anyone push you into anything!
[01:56.32]做你自己,不要让任何人把任何东西强加于你
[01:59.34]February 15, Tue.
[02:08.56]2月1 5日 星期二
[02:17.77]Happy Valentine's Day
[02:19.70]快乐情人节
[02:21.62]This was the first Valentine's Day that I have really celebrated,
[02:24.95]这是我第一个真正庆祝的情人节．
[02:28.28]and my boyfriend Leo made sure it was a great one.
[02:31.11]我男朋友李奥把今天变得如此美好。
[02:33.94]When I went to school,
[02:35.72]当我回到学校打开储物柜时,
[02:37.50]there was a bear and candles and a diary in my locker,
[02:40.27]发现里面有玩具熊、蜡烛还有一本日记本，
[02:43.04]then he comes around the corner with another bear
[02:45.67]接着他抱着另一只熊
[02:48.30]and a dozen red and white roses!
[02:50.57]和一打红玫瑰和白改瑰出现在拐角处！
[02:52.84]It was so sweet!
[02:54.96]这真是太甜蜜了！
[02:57.08]I love him so much.
[02:59.01]我太爱他了。
[03:00.94]He is such a great guy.
[03:02.95]他是如此棒的男孩。
[03:04.97]It was also our three-month anniversary.
[03:07.69]今天同样是我们恋爱三周月的纪念曰。
[03:10.40]All together it's one of the best days I have ever had!
[03:13.37]今天是我曾度过的最姜好的一天！
[03:16.34]He makes me so happy!
[03:18.32]他让我如此快乐！
[03:20.30]Well,it's 1:30 in the morning so I'm gonna go to bed now.
[03:23.72]哎,现在是凌晨一点半了，我要睡觉了。
[03:27.14]I just wanted to drop a short note to tell you all how my day was.Bye-bye!
[03:30.62]我只是想写一小段话来记录这美好的情人节。再见！
[03:34.09]Wed., Mar. 2, cloudy
[03:41.56]3月2日 星期三 多云
[03:49.03]Do You Feel It?
[03:50.49]你感觉到了吗？
[03:51.95]Do you feel it when you wake up in the morning?
[03:54.02]当清晨醒来的时候,你感觉到了吗？
[03:56.09]You take in that first cold breath of air and open your eyes,
[03:59.20]呼吸了第一口清冷的空气,睁开了眼睛，
[04:02.32]still thinking about the dreams you had last night.
[04:04.89]仍然回味着昨夜的梦境。
[04:07.46]Then it comes over you.
[04:09.03]这个想法就会出现。
[04:10.60]"You are awake,alive,and the world is yours."
[04:13.78]"你是清醒的，充满活力的,整个世界都是你的"。
[04:16.97]I'll tell you right now it feels great to wake up and feel like the sunlight
[04:20.53]我现在将告诉你,醒着并感觉到日光
[04:24.10]is burning in your chest.
[04:26.06]在你胸中燃烧的感觉是多么棒。
[04:28.02]That beauty surrounds you and love is in all you see.
[04:31.35]美丽围绕着你，你的四周充满了爱。
[04:34.68]You are invincible and immortal.
[04:36.75]你不可战胜,饰超出尘世。
[04:38.82]Young and beautiful.
[04:40.75]你年轻又美丽。
[04:42.67]You have the power to do whatever you want.
[04:45.39]你有能力做任何事情。
[04:48.11]Do you feel it?
[04:49.53]你感觉了吗?
[04:50.95]If not,then just go back to sleep.
[04:53.13]如果没有，回去再唾一会。
[04:55.31]Just breathe.
[04:57.27]尽情呼吸吧。
[04:59.23]Fri,, Nov. 6, fine later cloudy
[05:09.65]11月6日 星期五 睛转多云
[05:20.08]Show Your True Feelings
[05:21.95]说出你的真感受
[05:23.82]It was just a normal day of school,
[05:26.29]那只是上学的普通一天，
[05:28.75]only this really cute boy showed up.
[05:31.07]不同的是这个可爱的男孩一出现，
[05:33.40]I fell in love with him straight away.
[05:35.83]我就马上爱上他了。
[05:38.26]All my friends thought he was horrible.
[05:40.63]所有我的朋友都认为他很糟糕．
[05:43.01]They were teasing me real bad.
[05:45.29]她们都尽情取笑我。
[05:47.58]At the end I listened to them and started ignoring him and pulling faces.
[05:51.09]最后我也只能随大流，不理他又向他做鬼脸。
[05:54.60]I knew it was wrong but I could not show my true feelings.
[05:57.43]我知道这样做是不对的,但我就是不能表达出我真实的感受。
[06:00.25]Then one day when I couldn't stand hiding feelings anymore，
[06:03.28]有一天,我实在忍不住了,不想再隐藏自己的真实感受。
[06:06.30]I blurted out the whole thing in front of this boy.
[06:08.77]我冲口而出把整件事都告诉了那个男孩
[06:11.23]He looked kinda pleased and I was pleased as well．
[06:13.66]他看起来很高兴,我也很开心.
[06:16.09]I should not have listened to my friends．
[06:18.27]我那时不应该听朋友们的话的。
[06:20.45]Now four months later we are great friends and we go out frequently；
[06:24.43]现在四个月过去了，我们成为了好朋友．并经常一起出去玩。
[06:28.40]My friends now have qot to know him ahd we are all friends．
[06:31.73]我的朋友们也开始了解他了,大家都成了朋友。
[06:35.06]Now I know that you should always show your true feeIings
[06:37.89]现在我明白了一个道理，你要表达出你的真感受
[06:40.72]even if your friends are not with you !
[06:42.93]即使会遭到朋友的反对!
[06:45.14]Sat., August 14
[06:51.43]8月1 4日 星期六
[06:57.71]My First Kiss
[06:59.33]我的初吻
[07:00.95]Attraction, it is a funny thing.
[07:03.58]吸引力真是一件奇妙的事。
[07:06.20]I claimed not to be attracted to him,
[07:08.27]我发誓不再被他吸引，
[07:10.34]and I don't think I am really,
[07:12.31]我确实是这样想的，
[07:14.27]I just knew he wouldn't hurt me.
[07:16.09]我只知道他不会伤害我。
[07:17.90]My mom and I kinda had a quarrel last night.
[07:20.28]我和我妈昨天吵翻了，
[07:22.66]She was mad because I was sleeping when she got home from work.
[07:25.37]她因为下班回来我在睡觉而生气。
[07:28.09]At that time I was very depressed,
[07:30.36]而我当时心情抑郁．
[07:32.63]all I wanted to do was to sleep.
[07:34.70]只想睡一会。
[07:36.77]When I finally did get out of bed and do what she wanted me to do,
[07:39.59]当我终于起床去干她吩咐我的事情时，
[07:42.42]she kept yelling at me some more.
[07:44.35]她还冲着我大叫，
[07:46.27]I was mad.
[07:47.89]我开始发火了。
[07:49.51]So finally she left.
[07:51.29]后来她走了
[07:53.08]My sister and me were alone for the night.
[07:55.36]屋里整晚只有我和姐姐。
[07:57.65]So Aric called, like he always does.
[08:00.17]艾瑞克像平常一样打电话给我。
[08:02.69]He was kinda upset,
[08:04.31]他有点不开心，
[08:05.93]but he was being nice,trying to cheer me up,
[08:08.25]但他还是对我很好，试着说笑话来哄我开心．
[08:10.57]telling tacky,totally not funny jokes.
[08:13.04]那些笑话烂透了又不好笑。
[08:15.50]Finally he asked if he could come over.
[08:17.48]最后他问我他是否能来我家。
[08:19.46]I had to debate for a while.
[08:21.39]我进行了一阵思想斗争。
[08:23.32]It was only 6 p.m. but I really wanted to sleep.
[08:26.00]那时只是下午六点钟,但我确实想睡觉。
[08:28.68]Plus, I did't know if my sister wanted anyone to come over.
[08:31.36]我也不知道我姐姐会不会反对有人来。
[08:34.04]But I asked her and she didn't mind
[08:35.97]但当我问姐姐的时候，她不介意．
[08:37.90]so I said fine and he rode his bike over.
[08:40.22]我就答应了让艾瑞克骑车过来。
[08:42.54]I don't know what wrong with me.
[08:44.47]我不知道我是怎么了，
[08:46.39]I know I was really upset,and I knew he would comfort me.
[08:49.07]我只知道我是真的,真的很不开心,我只知道他会安慰我。
[08:51.76]I was really angry with my mom.
[08:53.77]我真的很生我妈妈的气。
[08:55.79]I wanted to cry!
[08:57.41]我想哭
[08:59.03]So like,I don't know,
[09:00.99]所以,我不知道．
[09:02.95]I let Aric hold me and I kinda feel bad about it now,
[09:05.56]我让艾瑞克拥着我,虽然现在想来感觉不好．
[09:08.17]but it felt good then. OMG!
[09:10.60]但在当时确实很舒服.噢,我的天!
[09:13.03]I know it was wrong.
[09:14.60]我知道这是错的。
[09:16.16]It felt good in a romantic way.
[09:18.29]这样很浪漫．
[09:20.41]I should have stopped it,but I let it keep going.
[09:22.84]我应该阻止这一切发生的．但我没有。
[09:25.27]Oh my god,I wanted to kiss him!
[09:27.31]我的天．我想吻他.
[09:29.34]This is coming from the girl who is scared to death of being touched by a guy
[09:32.42]这是一个深怕被男人用这种方式触碰的女孩的感觉。
[09:35.50]in this sort of way.
[09:38.56]First he just kissed me on my lips,
[09:40.59]刚开始他只是吻了我的唇,
[09:42.62]like he was waking up a sleeping beauty.
[09:44.89]像吻睡美人一样．
[09:47.16]The second time was the same but I kissed him back.
[09:49.48]第二次时也是同样的方式,但我回吻了他。
[09:51.80]I was so giddy,because I wasn't really expecting that to happen.
[09:54.63]我是如此眩晕，因为我真的没预料到这一切的发生。
[09:57.46]But since it had,I was so glad it went well,
[09:59.89]但既然发生了,我为事情进展顺利而高兴．
[10:02.32]'cause I didn't know how I would react.
[10:04.35]因为当时我不知道该作何反应。
[10:06.38]But then I tensed up.
[10:08.11]但后来我过于紧张了，
[10:09.84]I even scared him and it wasn't good.
[10:12.02]甚至吓着了他,这是不妙之处。
[10:14.20]But anyways,I got my first kiss,14 days before I turned 19!
[10:20.06]但不管怎么说,在我19岁生目的前14天,我得到了我的初吻.
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