《美少女的谎言》第六季第15集第10期:需要被喂食

After the accident...

那次事故后

...when my hands were still numb¹ and bandaged²

当我的手失去知觉 还绑着绷带的时候

I spent months having to be fed.

我几个月都需要被喂食

I hated...every spoonful³

我讨厌所有护士喂给我的

from...every nurse's aide.

每一勺饭

I'm not sure why I need to know this.

我觉得我不需要知道这个

Because I mistreated every person who tried to help me.

因为我虐待了所有想要帮助我的人

But they kept on helping⁴.

但他们依然帮助我

And now I have to do that for someone else.

现在我也要为别人做这些事

I guess I, I just wanna say I'm sorry, Alison...

我想 我只是想说 艾莉森

...for your loss⁵..

对你失去亲人 我感到惋惜

...and for lying to the judge about charlotte.

还有为了夏洛蒂和法官撒谎

You burned her at the stake⁶ on that witness⁷ stand

在证人席 你把她置于死地

And you walked.

然后你离开了

I was scared.

我很害怕

And I said whatever it took to protect myself.

我说了所有能自保的话

I shouldn't have...

我不应该

but I did.

但是我做了

I feel terrible about it

这件事和之后她发生的所有事情

and everything that's happened to her since.

我都觉得内心很不安

We both know what it meant to be close with Charlotte.

我们都知道 接近夏洛蒂意味着什么

I felt like we were sisters.

我觉得我们像姐妹一样

She used you to replace me.

她用你来替代我

When no one else was there for her, I was.

当没有人陪在她身边的时候 我在

That wasn't my choice.

这不是我的选择

I didn't reject her.

我没有排斥她

I didn't lock her up.

我没有把她关起来

And I spent the past five years making up for lost time

我花了过去的五年时间来

getting to know her.

弥补和了解她

We never really knew all of her.

我们从来都不了解全部的她

But I was hoping...

但我希望

maybe you and I can put our pieces together

也许我俩可以拼凑一下记忆

and...understand things a little better?

更好的理解这些事情

I want something good to come from all of this.

我希望所有这样能带来好结果

We're all she had.

她只有我们

I promise this will pass for the real drive.

我保证这个可以冒充真的硬盘

I'm glad you came to me.

我很高兴你来找我

You know you can always come to me.

你知道你可以随时来找我帮忙

1 numb   

adj.麻木的，失去感觉的；v.使麻木

参考例句：

• His fingers were numb with cold.他的手冻得发麻。
• Numb with cold,we urged the weary horses forward.我们冻得发僵，催着疲惫的马继续往前走。

2 bandaged   

vt.用绷带绑扎（bandage的过去式与过去分词形式）

参考例句：

• After the doctor treated the wound, it was carefully bandaged. 医生治疗过后，伤口被仔细包扎起来。 来自《简明英汉词典》
• "Xiangzi," Mr. Can's hand was bandaged now. " Wash yourself." “祥子，”曹先生的手已裹好，“你洗洗！ 来自汉英文学 - 骆驼祥子

3 spoonful   

n.一匙（的量）

参考例句：

• She put a spoonful of milk in each of the two cups.她在两个杯子里各加了一匙牛奶。
• Tom added a spoonful of sugar to the coffee.汤姆在咖啡里加了一勺糖。

4 helping   

n.食物的一份&adj.帮助人的，辅助的

参考例句：

• The poor children regularly pony up for a second helping of my hamburger. 那些可怜的孩子们总是要求我把我的汉堡包再给他们一份。
• By doing this, they may at times be helping to restore competition. 这样一来, 他在某些时候,有助于竞争的加强。

5 loss   

n.损失，遗失，失败，输，浪费，错过，[军]伤亡，降低

参考例句：

• His death was a great loss to the country.他的逝世对这个国家是一大损失。
• Because of the continued loss,the factory closed down.由于连续亏损，工厂关闭了。

6 stake   

n.木柱；赌注，奖金；v.打赌，下赌注

参考例句：

• A wooden stake was driven firmly into the ground.木桩被牢牢钉进土地里。
• He put up a stake to support the newly planted tree.他竖了一根桩支撑新种的树。

7 witness   

n.证人，目击者，证据，证明，证词；vt.目击，作证，证明，表明，经历；vi.作证人

参考例句：

• She was a witness of the incident.她是事件的目击者。
• A witness was examined by him in a court of law.他在法庭上质问一个证人。